Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Phobias

I am going to put it out there and I am going to vent a little bit. I am a worrier when I dont hear from people especially when that person is my HUSBAND. His job is safe but not safe at the same time. I understand some days he may work late but when he doesnt call to let me know the first thing I think about is death. When he is late coming home from work and has not called me I am heart pounding and checking my phone every minute to get a message. I wont go into detail about how far my imagination gets but it is a very scary and a very real thing for me.

Driving gets me that way too. I am always thinking that any moment we are going to drive off the side of the road and then what will happen? Who will take me kids? Anywho that is just a peak into my head.

I think about all the crazy stuff. Do you?

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