Weigh-In Week 28 and other Randoms

154.6

previous 157.6

209.0

previous 208.

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I hope everyone had a happy holiday!!

Santa was kind to us even though he didnt bring my 145

no worries! LOL

I put on my pre-preggers jeans today and I would be bad if I didnt say how hot I look.

Maybe not but hey its a step in the right direction

(I really do feel hot)

I started a new pill to help with my depression yada yada

(the other one was affecting my sleep which is no bueno)

and it has made me quite nauseous

probably because the old one wasnt out of my system yet

I cant handle nausea feelings

I just throw up to get it over with

My kids got a whole bunch of make-up for Christmas

Is it bad that it is almost all gone from them reapplying it all day every day?

Thank goodness they are cute!

And happy!!

My little man got a guitar for Christmas and he has been rocking it

along with his sister's Ariel necklace

He really is the cutest kid ever!!

My mind really has been blank so forgive me if I dont blog for a while

I am trying to get ready for my 365 Days of What?! project

(I will not be a quitter)

And also recuperate from the holidays

Happy New Year to you all!!

Weigh-In Week 22

160.0

My picture is kind of blurry, sorry about that
Do to a grease covered baby finding the camera and wanting to take a picture of me cleaning up the mess. lol while he was still covered in grease. ick!







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I got a happy pill and so far I am still getting used to it. It makes me super sleepy and gives me headaches. Actually I dont know if the headaches are pill induced or if they are cookie induced but either way the headaches are there. I do feel like they calm me down a little bit. So we shall see how that works out.

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Twitter is getting more exciting as there are different motivational people on there with great advice. If I could sit still to read it all that would be great. I found someone doing a challenge over this holiday season starting November 19th ending December 24th. I know what you are thinking, a challenge over the biggest eating season of the year, I have to be nuts. hahahaha I am excited for it and it will keep me in check.

Go check it out

Get Fit for the Holidays

The Happy Pill

Unlike my previous post I am not always a bowl of sunshine. I do/have suffered from postpartum depression, I do/have had negativity engulf me to low levels resulting in 'leave me the hell alone' being said. I am not perfect as no one is, although it would be nice one day out of the year. HA!

It is a vicious cycle where I am ok, happy getting along with my life then my menstrual beast comes and turns me into a rage machine. I dont know how else to describe it. I get irritated, annoyed, angry, super sensitive to noise and touch. Not enjoyable for anyone. Instead of saying, "Oh it will go away. A few more days and the visitor will leave." I have made the plunge to see the doctor and find out how I can make my craziness better. Hoping for a happy pill.

Pills scare the cheese out of me and it is a big step for me. I am scared of the side effects, I am scared they wont help. I am scared of gaining all my weight back. I am scared. But enough is enough. I cannot go on letting these symptoms build and they do feel like they are building for the worse. My family does not deserve to be treated by this beast and we all deserve to be happy. Wish me luck!